Breakfast At Tiffany's

You know what's wrong with you, Miss Whoever-You-Are? You're chicken, you've got no guts. You're afraid to stick out your chin and say, "Okay, life's a fact, people do fall in love, people do belong to each other, because that's the only chance anybody's got for real happiness." You call yourself a free spirit, a wild thing, and you're terrified somebody's going to stick you in a cage. Well, baby, you're already in that cage. You built it yourself. And it's not bounded in the west by Tulip, Texas, or in the east by Somaliland. It's wherever you go. Because no matter where you run, you just end up running into yourself...

Entry Trois

Have you ever gotten so far ahead
You feel like you're behind?
Yeah, that's how I feel right now.
I'm not necessarily so far ahead, but I am ahead,
Only I feel like I'm slacking off or something.
Probably because I haven't completed all of next week's homework.
Not yet, anyway.
I only have the quizzes and the last assignment,
But I feel as if I just barely completed last week's work.
Bah.

I get my tattoo touched up today.
Finally, after four months of waiting for it,
It's not going to look like a four year old drew on me anymore.
And I love how that's the highlight of my day/week.
I lead quite the eventful life.

Sometimes I wish I didn't have so much time on my hands.
It's weird, right?
I tend to function better when I am always busy.
I suppose it gives me less time to think.
I envy people with full schedules.
They always complain about never having a moment to rest
But why would you want one?
Sitting around doing nothing is boring.
Believe me, my life has consisted of it.
Even when I had a mostly full schedule, every time I wasn't busy
I was waiting for something to happen.
Perhaps I need to feel productive.
Because, in truth, I never feel my life has productivity.

It's Friday

And unlike any normal person my age
I am at home. Sitting on the computer.
Contemplating doing my homework for next week so I'm actually doing something productive.

I suppose I could watch television...
But there's usually never anything good on.
I foresee this being a loooong summer.

Entry Deux.

Is it odd that I always center before I write?
Probably not, but I've noticed its become kind of a requirement for me when I blog something.
Oh well.

I am exhausted. I think that's the only way I can describe it.
This Summer crap is kickin' my butt.
I should have known better than to take two intense courses at the same time,
But then again...
I have never been one to listen.
Or follow the rules.

It amazes me that I can still maintain my GPA.
Either I take easy as 3.14 (Pi, get it? Ahaha!) classes
Or I am smarter than I give myself credit for.
Perhaps just too stubborn to fail?
Extra credit is my hero, nonetheless.

Back to exhaustion.
It seems that everyday I walk around a zombie.
Nothing helps anymore, not even my once best friend coffee.
(We are now arch rivals.)
I've tried sleeping more
Sleeping less
Eating better
Going to the gym
Drinking caffeine
Drinking more water
Drinking less caffeine
Reading less to spare my eyes
NOTHING is helping.
I'm going to pin it down to: life is catching up with me.

I am far too young to feel so damn old.
It's like I've already hit my limit.
Argh.

First Entry?

So I already have a blog through something else,
I've kind of had some sort of "blog" for a few years now,
It's a lot easier than keeping track of loose pieces of paper, right?
I'm probably not going to use this very often after this course is completed, I mean, why would I?
I'm not one for many words. At least not ones that I like to share with anyone.
I don't make sense half of the time. You'd pretty much have to know me to understand my mind.
I am a writer and I pride myself on my creativity.
Even if I'm not in a creative mood I like things to sound complex.
I rant a lot. I will probably rant a lot in here, especially about the homework from both this class and my American Politics class.
I like to complain. Who doesn't?

And so, I suppose, this is my first entry.
Hello new blog, I hope we can work together for the greater good of my grade and come to an understanding about how things are going to go.
If we cannot then I will be thoroughly displeased.
However, if we can, I promise we will both come out of this relatively unscathed.
:D